Put down my pride (30 Oct 2012)

I'm not perfect but I'm attempting to be perfect.

The way of approaching perfection is exhausted.

As much as I tried, I often have questions in my head like " what will people think? " or "why isn't good enough?"

When myself is clear that no such thing as perfection in this world no matter how hard I tired. ..I never give up trying.

I just want to avoid the pain, blame, judgement, shame and lastly to make myself feel the worthy of love.

I need courage from God to put me on the line.

I want to live and love with my whole heart.Is it difficult?

No, just always tell myself be humble and humble...

On my Birthday (29 Oct 2012)

** Happy and be thankful for what I have now**

It is my birthday today. Being the overly emotional person that I am, my birthdays are often dried up. I don't believe I've ever remarked my birthday here on this blog all this while, but this year I'm trying something a little different.

Last year I've hundreds of wishes on Facebook and elsewhere, and really appreciates that a lot.

Very old times I often think celebration is a must. But somehow my perception have changed. As I look back the past years, I think paying attention and spending time with family are way more meaningful.

Really happy to have my family and cousins around. They sang me birthday song and I felt really touching and funny and shy too. Time flies, but the collection of memories will always remain in my heart.

Message to all my lovely family and friends: 

I'm all about gratitude and appreciate to all of you.

I want you all to know how grateful it is I am now to have you all in my life and how much you all mean to me.

Thank you for the hugs, jokes, smile and laughter you have brought to my life. Thank you for being there and bring so much joy in my life. Really really thankful for that *sincerely*.

A simple blog is not enough for me to express how much I felt and how thankful I am to everyone here in my life. God really loves me so much because he sent all the angels surrounding me.

***This year wished, hoping my friend's (Carmen) father will recover from his sickness***